唉

今天不知為何
一直在嘆氣

唉

唉

知道你的事

還真是讓我憂鬱起來了

嘆氣 嘆氣 嘆氣

唉


不是不能接受你的事
做好了你要告訴我的心理準備
卻忘了準備失戀的心理

為甚麼我這麼笨的?
我好想你

一直嘆氣的模樣 彷彿那存在不是我似的
這種難過的心情 要持續多久才會消失?

畢竟是11年 要突然放下也很難吧?
以前失戀也沒這麼難過的T^T

アイシテル…

想到你藏这秘密藏了两年

辛苦了....我心疼你....

或许对其他人还得隐藏？

大変なこと。。。

F.R.I.E.N.D.

怎麼辦?

雖然他最後還是跟我說了
雖然也已經有心理準備了

但我的心 還是很難過
飛走了 沒能找到著落點
從沒在一起過 可還會有失戀的感覺
像被掏空了

突然失去了一個愛了11年的你大概就是這樣了吧？
失去愛情換來友情雖然只是愛的方式不太一樣

雖然知道了不可能我還是很喜歡你 嗚嗚。 。 。
為你擔心 為你心疼
也為你祈禱 希望你能找到真愛

下一次
下一次見面的時候一定要給你一個久違的擁抱

第一次 也是最後一次
大聲對你說：“我愛你！！！永遠愛你這位朋友”

不行了

在FB上線遇到他
實在忍不住
想跟他說話

Today

我：hi

D: Hello, Oi Loo. I saw a recent (?) pic of you. You've lost a lot of weight!!! R u ok?

我：ya, i'm alrite^^
how r u?

D: I'm good. But you have lost a lot of weight, rite?

我：ya, i guess so, hahahaha
still in Durban ar?

D: Yes. I'll be back in M'sia on Friday, but I'll only go back to work (for els) on June 6 (next session).

我：wah~~ ur hvn a long long holiday, y? ELS would agree?

D: It's not long enough. els does not agree, but what could they do? Anyway, I'm not being paid while I'm away, but I don't mind. It's good to get away from students when you can! Oi, you were happier in Taiwan, weren't you? You look healthier and happier in your TWN photos. I'm worried about u...r u sure ur happy?

我：ya, there are much more responsible when being a student, a teacher, and to take care of my family here, haha. I cant be a child anymore. Btw, i'm healthy, hahahaha. （雖然是騙人的）

D：Oi, u r TOO thin!

我：no lah~ just ok mah~~

D: I don't believe, lah

我：what hv u done during ur holidays? writing ur book?

D: Yes, going to the beach, seeing old friends from university days. I went to a snake park yesterday...

我：errr.....snake >"<
do u watch japanese animation?

D: Japanese? Like anime? （我用错字了吗？？） No, lah. I don't like the style. But u like it, rite?

我：ya~

D: My dear, dear Oi...I really miss u...sigh

我：Y? I'm surprised...

D: Ach, who knows the answer...I don't

我：I'v miss u 2, ya, i did

D: Why, Oi?

我：complicated

D: Complicated how? Explain, lah.

我：lazy to explain lah, hahahaha, dun mind

D: ok

我：http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7c_L9jYVi4
i'm listening to this for this whole week, haha, it's an ED for a japan anime~

D: Well, u enjoy

我：won't u listen it?

D: Nah...not my kind of thing, Oi.
Hmm, ok, but later.

我：nvm~ c ya~

D: u take care too.


我不知道
為什麼每一次、每一次、每一次、每一次、每一次!!!!!!!
跟他談話的最後都會變成這樣？ ！ ！
我的心 都揪起來了 變得難過

Fairy Tail - Be As One - W-inds

Episode 68

《妖精的尾巴》ED6

默默地 有種悲傷的感覺
這是我哭最多的動畫

well，我也想守著你，一直……





Woe Woe Woe…

どんな時でも 想っているよ 会えない日も Everytime I Feel
Ah あったかな手のひら くるまれた Heart and Soul
離れずに 此処にある
何気ない 優しさに めぐり逢うたび 全てを抱きしめたくなるよ

I Will -Be As One- 君を守りたい
Stay With Me 好きだよ Yes You 愛しい人
溢れ出す想い 隠さず 伝えるから
たった一度出逢った奇跡さ
星たちが結び輝くように 雨粒やがて海に注ぐよに
ふたり 重ね合おう Love 君がすべて

ほんの少しの 擦れ違いさえ Never Cry きっと 打ち明けて
Ah 君が抱いた夢や 読みかけの本の続き ここへ来て 聴かせて Say
まだ知らぬ お互いを 集めるたびに 強くなる絆があるから

今 -Be As One- 信じてみたい
ずっと 消えない愛があること
流れる時間に ふたりを 刻み合おう
悔やまないこの運命を
手と手合わせ感じ合う温もり 見詰め合うたび生まれる安らぎ
それが 永遠 Only Shine 気づいたから

春と夏と秋冬と 幾つもの笑顔を 散りばめ
世界で ひとつの 物語 語ろういつか

I Will -Be As One- 君を守りたい
Stay With Me アイシテル…
溢れ出す想い 隠さず 伝えるから Ah… Wow…

今 -Be As One- 信じてみたい
ずっと 消えない愛があること
流れる時間に ふたりを 刻み合おう
悔やまないこの運命を
手と手合わせ感じ合う温もり 見詰め合うたび生まれる安らぎ
それが 永遠 Only Shine 気づいたから

Romanji lyrics:

donna toki demo omotte iru yo aenai himo Everytime I Feel
Ah attaka nate no hira kurumareta Heart & Soul
hanarezu ni koko ni aru
nanigenai yasashisa ni meguri au tabi subete wo dakishimeta kunaru yo

I Will -Be As One- kimi wo mamoritai
Stay With Me suki da yo Yes You itoshii hito
afuredasu omoi kakusazu tsutaeru kara
tatta ichido deatta kisekisa
hoshi tachi ga musubi kagayaku you ni amatsubu yagate umi ni sosogu yo ni
futari kasaneaou Love kimi ga subete

honto sukoshi no surechigai sae Never Cry kitto uchiakete
Ah kimi ga daita yume ya yomikake no honno tsuduki koko he kite kikasete Say
mada shiranu otagai wo atsumeru tabi ni tsuyoku naru kizuna ga aru kara

ima -Be As One- shinjite mitai
zutto kienai ai ga aru koto
nagareru jikan ni futari wo kizamiaou
kuyamanai kono unmei wo
teto teawase kanji au nukumori mitsume au tabi umareru yasuragi
sore ga eien Only Shine kizuita kara

haruto natsuto akifuyuto ikutsu mo no egao wo chiribame
sekai de hitotsu no monogatari katarou itsuka

I Will -Be As One- kimi wo mamoritai
Stay With Me AISHITERU…
afuredasu omoi kakusazu tsutaeru kara Ah… Wow…

ima -Be As One- shinjite mitai
zutto kienai ai ga aru koto
nagareru jikan ni futari wo kizamiaou
kuyamanai kono unmei wo
teto teawase kanji au nukumori mitsume au tabi umareru yasuragi
sore ga eien Only Shine kizuita kara

English translation:

I’m always thinking at any time, even on days when we can’t meet, EVERYTIME I FEEL
AH my HEART AND SOUL wrapped in the warm palms of your hands
Where are you when you haven’t left me?
When I met you by chance and saw your casual kindness, I wanted to embrace you

I WILL –BE AS ONE- I want to protect you
STAY WITH ME I love you YES YOU My beloved person
I’ll tell you my overflowing thoughts without hiding them
You’re a miracle I only met once
Just like the stars which shine together and like the raindrops which eventually fall into the sea
Let’s come together LOVE You are my everything

Even for tiny instances when we cross paths without meeting NEVER CRY I’m sure we’ll open our hearts
AH I’ll come here and listen to the dreams you hold and the continuation to the book you were reading SAY
When we collect small things about each other we didn’t yet know about, the bonds we have between us will strengthen

Now –BE AS ONE- I want to try believing
That there is such a thing as an everlasting love
Let’s etch ourselves into each other
In this destiny which we won’t regret
Bring our hands together and feel each other’s warmth and feel the peacefulness born from each other’s gaze
That is eternity ONLY SHINE Because we realize

Whether spring, summer, autumn and winter, I want to set your many smiling faces
Into one of the world’s stories and tell it one day

I WILL –BE AS ONE- I want to protect you
STAY WITH ME I love you…
I’ll tell you my overflowing thoughts without hiding them

Now –BE AS ONE- I want to try believing
That there is such a thing as an everlasting love
Let’s etch ourselves into each other
In this destiny which we won’t regret
Bring our hands together and feel each other’s warmth and feel the peacefulness born from each other’s gaze
That is eternity ONLY SHINE Because we realize

ADELE - CHASING PAVEMENTS

LYRICS:

I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I am right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep on chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep on chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

眼淚

逐漸發現我很愛哭

看戲哭 看動畫哭
看書哭 看漫畫也哭

最最最最最嚴重不能原諒的是
連說話也沒能好好說（在某些情況之下）
緊張是第一個發現到的原因
還有其他原因的 只是還沒發現

為什麼啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！ ！ ！ ！ ！
為什麼連說話也要點眼淚？ ！ ！ ！ ！
我不懂啦！ ！ ！ ！


餵……好像原來越遠離以前那個我了
或許是母親逝世之後 一讓我看到生離死別的畫面
眼睛就會像水龍頭一樣……

而且比以前誇張 看動畫入戲到………


唉 是怎麼了嘛？ ？ ？


昨天又和你去跟老師們吃飯
而且是十分鐘抵達我家 緊張亂到~~~~

回家以後 想念你 今天也是
想到我一點機會也沒有 只能嘆氣
看來我只能一輩子把你藏在心底

喜歡你的話 沒有勇氣說出來 在你有好感之前
不過 謝謝你

想在你回去前再見一面 only if it is possible